Not in the mood to talk. I so suck at words idk why i type.

Short picture update:

Ate tau foo fa at his place days ago

pasta buffet by the lake

dyed my hair, not as bright as it is shown in the pic above, faded after first wash. sigh




random food picture taking at face2face kk

i've been staring and typing and backspacing for days, and i cant seem to write shit.

truth is i've been feeling lonely. my loneliness comes with anger. so im not sure how i wanna write this without sounding like a bitchass.

im angry because i am lonely.

damnnit the cats at the back make love/give birth. shit ass noisy.

interrupted my flow yo. but doesnt matter, i dont even know what to say. i've been feeling so bitter about people having good social life, and im here drifting between boyf's friends.

im so bitter i hate this. im so negative. i feel so low about myself. no confidence at all these days.

omg all this sounds so damn pathetic. im gonna leave.

Heya. Yes, the underline machine is back. Grrrrrr.

Bro bro in 2011

Bro bro in 2010. cutie pie :)

Right? right? WHO LOSES WEIGHT WHEN THEY GO ANGMO COUNTRY!! :/ pfft i hope the same happens to me.

it's currently 5.18am now. I have only slept 3 hours. Woke up super uncomfortable tummy. Tried to vomit the air out but bile came out. urgh.

am drinking eno now. Eno ginger :'( super hard to drink!

Oh it's us! :p

I love that we're just trying and failing and trying and failing, but never giving up. Big drama these days, maybe it's us feeling anxious about me leaving. Hrm, definitely tension tension.

We'll make it through :)

• bought new spectacles
• booked flight, leaving on 10th midnight
• being on my own lately
• it's my 20th year, i feel old. everyday is getting harder to wake up
• and, HAPPY 2012

so it is new year eve- new year. since it's alrdy 4am.

im doing some serious stalking on close friends since i barely talk to any close friends recently.

and im finding out so many things i didnt know and im like, texting close friends about things i didnt know.

GOSH IM SO #FOREVERALONE LOL

Happy new year loves!

Am superb bored.

Since im bored and i have no more facial appointment since im leaving soon, gotta DIY now.

Did some nose pore cleaning (blackhead & whatnot) and looking like a raindeer now :'(

I have no pimples but i have visible blackheads, even if it's just a little. family has big face pores :/

SO YAH, did mask as well since my nose so red and im bored.

Sometimes i cant believe how fast 19 passed by for me. literally in a blink of an eye. i feel like i wasted my last -teen year :(

and how i still act like im 12 when im gonna be 20 soon. i look too young and act too young to be 20. people still ask me for my identification card -.-

how laaaaa. sheesh. why am i such a kid :(

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BUAI!